Farewell and welcome

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Today was a fourth day from the 2012. Farewell and welcoming events are happen in front of our sight so fast. Time is just like a shoot of bullet. A year running just like a flash! Then what happen in a year of my life? I saw and go through so many occasions. Before I forward my steps, I'm trying to look back what just I have done along this year. 

Last year was so "Nano-Nano" as I called. Yeah, so many happen on that year such my father's heart attack on October 2011. That was very saddest moment for me and my family. I really never stop crying until one month through. But we must strong like my father was said to me. My dad spent two days on ICCU (emergency Room for cardiology). That was the hardest time for me and family. 

Even so we have always there for him and Alhamdulillah after my father's Doctor got an action for my father's ill, my father getting much better on his second day. That was sad story but when my father getting much better that was very our fortunate from Allah. I can say nothing but Alhamdulillah (All praise belongs to Allah). "God is master all of Plans" (Ar-Ra’du 13: 42)

 So tiny (lost almost 18 kilos) but he's getting much better, Alhamdulillah.
Love him so much!!

My partner at the office; Nengnong also took resign for current reasons on last August 2011. I admitted that was sad, unavoidable, and blur time for me. Not that easy but I tried to except maybe that was the right way that I must exceed. 

 Memories; at Jakarta Fashion and Food Festival

Live must goes on. It was very strength, when I have finished my novel only in a month after my partner left. I’ve tried to enroll writing novel competitions on one of National newspaper on October. It’s hard to believe but I made it. Thank God..:-)

 Miss our times "Mini-mini people" hahaha

My nephew Haidar was also took his first step in that year. On September 2011 he took his own feet to walk by his self.  

 

Haidar's curious face

 "Gaya bener siyh..:p"

Last year was also very pleasant with my Grammar class' friends on LBI UI. Rika and Lutfi were very delight friends. We such become good friends at time until now. Sometimes we hang out together for bowling, eating, attending education exhibition, and so on. We have a great time and fun together. Made a joke, laugh, shared, tell the truth, honest about embarrassing moments in our life, mock each other, and other. I’m blast to meet them. Our class was over on December 2011 but I hope our friendship never really over.  Thanks, guys! You had been color my days. 

 Outing play bowling

One of my attentions in 2011 was about Train, my daily transportation. Train KRL changes the system again on December 2011. It was called "Loop Line" system and that made me so miserable. Not only me. I bet, this system has been so inconvenience and so much troublesome. As passengers, nothing we can do except to accept it. Just choose; take it or leave it. All our curses just boiled away without serious consideration from KAI. My journey to office has been always hard. But God send me some friends. Recently I know Dini and also mba Maya. We have a good friendship along these times.

 My morning train "So rare"

By 2011 so many scene from my story of life just happen. On blessed March, I took vacation to Kuala Lumpur and Singapore for the first time with my travel’s mate Nadia. The first overwhelming go aboard.  We had a great adventures, cool happiness, and unforgettable moments there. 

 At Batu Cave Kuala Lumpur

Finally

The nearest time for my big decision happen on December 27th. I was gave my resign letter to my boss with other words I said to him; "Dear Boss, I’m quite."

That wasn't a new plan, honestly. I didn't do that in a hurry. As a note, all bosses at my office were very shock heard about my resign. It's not easy for them because there a negotiator still hope me to stay longer. 

I'm not the oracle that can read someone else's future, but if I still on that office, I can't see my future anymore. It seems to be blank! 

I can not to say that my office was bad. Not at all. I have no problems with all members in my office. Even all my friends and some trusted friends are out from here prior time. I have no problem with my co worker, the fellowship on fourth floor, and all people here. There is no big deal with my job. I love my job as editor. Editor has always running in my blood. I just not make this job right now as full time. As I said, I have to move on. 

 Always make a wish :-)

All I need is move; search bigger responsibility that I can't seize in my office now, quest person to complete me, and chase my dreams (Going to Sweden to study, being a great writer, wife, mother, lecture, entrepreneur, and traveler as well. Insya Allah, Amiiin). Don't say I'm not scared to release my job right now.  Really scared! But I can't found something challenging if I state on my editor career right now. That must be more scared!  Take a risk and you'll live. Insya Allah..:-) 
And then..2012
"Your very welcome..:-)"